Speaking of playoffs, I always root for the Phillies to win and to make the post season, but I was thinking a couple horrendous losses ago that I would be embarrassed to have them play like this in post season games. At least for now there are many baseball fans that still think the Phillies have had a good season.
Again, I cannot help thinking about September 1964. As we went into the 7th inning tonight with a 3-0 lead, I thought to myself that they just couldn't blow this game. Not again. I remember thinking in 1964 that okay, they lost 3, lost 4, lost 5 in a row, but all they need is a win and they are going to be okay. But then it was a 6th loss, 7th, 8th, 9th, and finally 10th loss in a row before the win came. One win in that ten and they at worse, tie for first. Win 2 in that 10 and they win the NL in 1964 and go to the World Series. That was an enchanting season for Phillies fans like me, who was too young to really appreciate the 1950 team. I really started following them seriously in 1952 and I really had not experience them being in a serious pennant race in September until 1964.
This season is different in that I see them improving for 2019. I expected them to be around .500 and hoped they could win 80 some games. They might still do that, but we sure have seen them exposed in the area of defense. Defense in important and defense wins (and loses) games. The shoddy play we are seeing has to be corrected. But again, it seems like I watch them take the lead, I see good things happening, and then I see it all collapse into another crushing loss. It just seems inevitable that they are going to blow the game. It is just unreal.